As Kavi Lives, Episode One
My last month has been an intresting none indeed. Since the first week of school, Keirsten has been trying to set me up with her friend at Loften, and then in the last week I managed to make 6 people like me. No, I am not being diluted, I've actualy been asked out by six people. Okay, FIRST there was Joe, a boy whos mom works with my own and is also in my 4th period class, I have no emotional, pysical, or any kind of attaction to him that would make me wanna even be his friend. And to top it off, he asked his sister to ask my mom to ask me out. I'm sorry, I'm going to be blunt~N~Bitchy here but if you don't have the balls to ask me out you're self then I will not even atepmt at thinking about saying yes. Yeah yeah chew me out later. Anyways, THEN I've liked this guy since the first week I met him already has a girlfriend but never did any thing to show it and find out AFTER I make a total life changing decision that he likes me. I today, after I got his letter about him telling me he liked me, wrote him back and was going to give it to him after school. I askedmy friend where Phil went sne he was like he went home. So I dropped my back pack not in hand and jumped down the stairs, run accross the street almost gothit by a damn school bus and was like "PHILLL!!" And he turned around and was like "O.O Kavi!? What the hell are you doing!?" and I'm thinking "My god I'm crazy!" but was quiet and handed him the note and calmly walked off. I was trying my best no to faint form running so much when I sat next to my backpack Lauren walked up and was like. "What was that about?" And I'm thinking "You just witnessed someone apparntly in love" but said "I just gave a guy a note he totaly didn't ned that could have waited until tomarrow." And she walekd away. So Afterschool, Nothing really eventful happend, Courtney chased me(littarly) because I chose chritianity. Anyways, durring this time I was dating( sicne last friday) a man by the name of John. Broke up with him today, also because of my life-changing desicion but as well as something else. I really don't want to go out with someone who agrees with everything I say and acts as if he has no opnion of his own. And I know that if we were ever in a fight, he would just let me win. And that makes me feel as if he think's less of me and that I'm not worth arguing with that he'd just avoid telling me straight up like it is. SO yeah, thats pretty much whats been going on. My life changing desicion was to toaly not be anyones girlfriend. I think I am more a sister to everyone rather than a girlfried. I think this is the way god intended. For me to stay romanticly absent. I'm best at imaging romantic situations and placing them in fanfics. I'm no good with this reality crap everyones raving about. Oh my fucking god O.o Yes, yes explicit language because I almost fucking KISSED Phil o.o I was just after school gonna hug him like usual, and then we both kinda not moved our heads and alsmost kissed and then I ran away. o.o I've been in a state of shock since then. Oh well
Ja Ne Loves, -:- Kavika-:-